Regretting Sports But, Not In The Way You'd Think.

 Something that I lie awake thinking about, regret not doing, is being more involved in group sports in school. School organized sports are a chance to build relationships with people who are apart of your everyday life, but who you also don't know personally, or who you've maybe never even met, but through this contact you build strong teamwork and you get to see a side of that person that you never usually see. I know it's cliche, but I've always wanted to be apart of a sport, be happy to be active and a part of a whole. To be completely honest with myself, I've let my being overweight keep me from taking part on the sports, I'm afraid of being judged and looked at differently than all the other normal kids who can probably do everything better than me. But, as I sit back and watch the other kids enjoying their time, I realize that I could have been apart of the fun, the only person stopping me was myself. Every time this occurs, I always tell myself, "Next time a sport opens up I'll join for sure." The sakes always happens, I second guess myself and it doesn't end up happening. I can't wait until I can let myself take a chance.